Volatility

One of the most challenging roadblocks on my path of evolvement,i feel,is my ability to handle new thoughts. In a day hundreds of 'em come rushing to your mind n u 've to sift thru 'em.Its really very disconcerting when u r doing an imp work n lo! a new entrant from your subconciousness is knocking d doors of your conciousness level.Sometimes they cum in d form of enticing distractions, bt sometimes they really put up some worthy questions. Distractions.....?? well sometimes i get lured by 'em and sometimes not....worthy questions??.....ha..ha i fall for 'em everytime.The result :- deceased focusedness at work. I 've formulated a strategy to deal with such intruders. While embarking upon a work i decide beforehand that no matter what thought comes to my mind i won't heed to itas the tradeoff between the focusedness required by the work and the attention seeking new thought would be beneficial if former is given the upper hand. Bt then i really find it hard to implement the above strategy. I beleive its only this tradeoff that determines a person's volatility.Now here comes the big question......volatility as such is bad, but being totally shut to new ideas is bad too.So in the end u 've to manage your thoughts. For management u need to take decisions:- which ideas to let in n which not. This means that ultimately everything breaks down to one simple funda- CHOICE. The choice is always yours. You are what u chose to be. Successful people chose d right amount of focusedness n right amount of open box thinking. Smart people make smart choices.
Hmm....but on what parameters d choice making ability depends?? Experience.....environment....oh fuck off.....i know one simple thing....if u 've d burning desire to do something.....nobody can stop u. Just be loyal to your desire....n d universe (or God!!) will take care of everything else....